Keep remembering you
are not bound by any man, though the pain still hurts and steams, and it
continues to rise, as lava seems to do, and flows slowly towards the sea.
Calming waters rush around, cooling, out of the mist will you find relief.
It's strange, how we
gravitate to what is ultimately our demise. Don't we know no control anymore?
Are we just butterflies and other winged creatures that are attracted to a
bright light just to be shocked and our short lives gone? Why do we hurt
ourselves for what we want most? Yes, success doesn't come without a little
sacrifice and grit, but to what cost? They say that the heart wants what it
wants but should it be at the expense of it's sanity and the possibility of it
just dying, broken beyond repair? What use is a heart after that? The one that
time can only heal and how long will it need to mend itself? Or does it just
learn that it is unloved and never good enough and it roams this earth until it
gives away knowing that it was never good enough? Yes, the heart wants what the
heart wants and it wants to be Loved.
But we, as humans, we continue to search when we forget that we are our
alternator. We can hold an endless supply of love that when the heart does go
searching for what it wants, it's complementary and not our only life source.
Why would we want to be with something that we consider our only life source?
To be controlled. It's same thing that can drain us of our endless supply of
fulfilling love.
Find something that brings your heart over the
moon and back. It reaches beyond the stars and continues to go farther. It can
never go farther if it's your only sack of gold. If it's a wolf in disguise
then it will bite a hole into your sack
and drain you. It hurts. And it wounds, but fight the battle of declaring your
love for YOU. Mothers always want to give their children everything hey ask
for, but they understand the importance of giving us what we need, what we want
can wait when our need is fulfilled. Find the love source that will give you
what you need and want.
